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Louis’ audio read - press play and read along.

I watch as you smile at the text you just received from her. Your eyes are wide open, you can’t hide your smile, you nervously run your fingers through your curls. You are happy. Me? I can’t take my eyes of you. I can’t move. My throat hurts. My heart beats faster, as if it’s fighting the pain. I’m broken.

“When I look into your eyes,
it’s like watching the night sky.
Or  a beautiful sunrise,
there’s so much they hold.”

How do I feel? I feel worthless. What do I think? I think I’ve lost you. Now I’m weak and scared. You were the better part of me. There was a time when  you were the reason I smile. When you could make me feel special with just one look. But now.. now I’m on my own. My mind is screaming ‘I want you’, my heart is screaming ‘I love you’. But I don’t have the strength to tell you how I feel.

“I won’t give up on us,
even if the skies get rough.
I’m giving you all my love,
I’m still looking up.”

I can’t even swallow. That’s how much I’m hurt. You look at me and you smile. What should I say? You don’t know my feelings for you. You don’t know about the times I was crying myself to sleep, knowing you’ll never be mine. You don’t know how much you mean to me. And if I ever tell you, would that change anything? No.

“Cause even the stars they burn,
Some even fall to the earth.
We’ve got a lot to learn,
God knows we’re worth it.

No I won’t give up.”

You are the most amazing person in my life. I love you. God, how I love you. There aren’t words to describe. You finally made up your mind what to text her back. I know you’re going to smile as I see the upturning of your lips. Oh how I wish, I was the reason of that beautiful smile. If you only give me a chance. I watch as you wave at me for goodbye. I know where you’re going. It kills me inside, knowing you’re happy with her. I have to learn how to live with the fact you’re not mine. I closed my eyes. I feel the tears streaming down my face. My eyes are like two rivers. Quietly the love is drowning in them and goes away from me. My heart is an empty locked room. I just want to kiss you. Your kiss will take the pain away. It’ll bring back to life my heart. Oh, Harry. Be mine. I love you.

“I won’t give up on us,
even if the skies get rough.
I’m giving you all my love,
I’m still looking up.

I’m still looking up.”

Would you cry if I tell you how it hurts? Would you feel my pain? Would you lie to me that you’ll be mine, if I tell you how I feel? Tell me would you? Cause I’m torn apart. I’m alone and I feel empty. I hear your laugh coming from the corridor. I hear her voice. I just want you to come and stay with me.  I want you to tell me it’s going to be alright. I want to kiss your soft lips and give you my love. You are my life, my everything. You’re the one. And I won’t give up on us. Never.  

(Source: stylesarmy-x)